Brief Biography
Family:
Born
to Victor Rauch and Hazel Adams Rauch - December 3l, 1944
in Canon City, Colorado
Married to John Carr in August of 1968
There are three daughters: Leisa, Victrie and Sundee
There are eight grandchildren
Education:
Graduated
from Greeley County High School in Tribune, Kansas in 1962
Graduated from Utah State University with a BFA majoring
in design in 1967
Belize:
1973
bought Banana
Bank Ranch
1977
moved to Belize
An Autobiography
I carefully
cradled in my cupped hands two little white balls of fluff.
Their huge black eyes stared at me unblinking. I had no idea
what kind of birds they were but judged by the shape of their
heads that they might be vultures. As the weeks went by, they
first sprouted rust colored feathers disproving the vulture
idea. Then came some softly striped plumage. It was intriguing
to witness the transformation day by day from small, helpless,
creatures with gaping mouths begging to be fed, into sleek,
aerial acrobats capable of intercepting food on the fly.
The day
that I freed the biggest one to go out on his own, he flew
to the top of a tree near the house. I waited, wondering what
would be the next move. A beautiful iridescent blue morpho
butterfly came out from the shadows, and glimmering in the
sunlight fluttered and dipped its way across the yard. It
too seemed as though it might be on its maiden flight, its
big wings flapping erratically. Suddenly to my horror the
bat falcon swooped down and dived for the butterfly. It franticaly
kept going; disappearing from my view somewhere in the underbrush
possibly or perhaps not devoured by the falcon. The scene
left me shaken. It was a graphic display of the reality of
life.
Here was
demonstrated the flippant, vulnerable gaudiness of youthful
ambition and the watchful, calculated predatory instinctiveness
that is necessary to survival.
As a young
girl growing up on a wheat farm in Western Kansas, my sister,
brother and I saw our parents, as had three generations of
Rauchs before them, struggle with and overcome the forces
of nature in the form of drought, hail and wind to build our
family farm. It was clear to me that harvest came only after
intense struggle and perseverance in the face of odds.
That I
emerged from this most utilitarian of backgrounds as an artist
can only be appreciated and not explained. Like the morpho
heading out into the sun, I flitted out into life's expanse
trusting my own fragile membrane of iridescent blue to carry
me. And yes, I've reflected the sunlight and felt the wind
of the falcon's wings.
In 1977
my husband and I packed up our possessions and our children
and moved from the plains of Kansas to Banana Bank, a ranch
in the interior of the tropical Central American country of
Belize. In one broad sweeping move we went from a prairie
with unlimited sky to the ensconcement of the jungle. So began
our own struggle to force the environment around us to yield
a living.
In a setting
of intense green, a profoundly natural phenomenon close on
every side and from a background of a great expanse of blue
and gold horizon and sky, I painted the pieces you will see
in this web-site. |